while beloved Cloudpad wiki is down I will keep what I have of this here as well. The dream that started it all for me, that I totally believe is coming true and I have been watching come true ( Read more... )

I've been delaying a write-up on this because it felt so immense and I didn't know how to begin...but I realize as more and more time passes it does not seem easier so I'd better just give it a try and get out some of the highlights, even if just to sketch it out and fill in later...please check back from time to time as I fill-in and edit- I'm ( Read more... )

In trying to procrastinate just now I happened across this for March 2005 from planetwaves"Sagittarius (Nov. 22-Dec. 22 ( Read more... )

The wormhole activity is strange. It must have somehow reached backwards through time to my dream 6 years ago (read my last entry if confused), everything between then and now reassembled and I walked out of it here, ready to collaborate on the next step.:


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Ok, so are you all enjoying live-reading the story of your lives yet ( Read more... )

So after the my moodcrash yesterday I went to the gym to run out some of the frustration on the gerbilwheel (treadmill). And halfway into my run, the treadmill just stops. Completely ( Read more... )

ok. for better or worse, I've calmed down now.
cried myself out and now I'm painting a bit at the kitchen table.
still not sure what to do..but me losing it isn't going to help anyone.
I'm going to go to the gym and run run run.

I want to cry.
I knew it was coming. *sigh*
Dreamt this so many years ago...and the feeling of urgency...the questions/challenges...HOW do we use these evolving technologies and the surges of attention/energy for the GOOD of humanity, not just corporate greed?? The same technology has the power to totally change our economic system to symbiotically ( Read more... )